Reiki The Crucifixion of Good Shepherd the Christ
Through hypnotic regression, one man intimately experiences the Crucifixion of Saviour.
While living in Hawaii, I had a psychological state and past life regression follow. A consumer came to Maine for treatment WHO complained of a pain in his aspect. He had been to medical doctors WHO might realize no organic cause for the pain. I had no plan what the cause was thus I merely mesmerized him and recommended that he return to the first explanation for the pain in his aspect.
It is necessary to bear in mind that my consumer wasn't experience a past life as Christ nor was he a participant within the Crucifixion. The pain was apparently the results of a stigmata or quite psychic bridge linking him to the present event. Apparently it seems that beneath the proper conditions anyone will expertise the Crucifixion.
Because the consumer is psychic, he was ready to provides a careful description of each the physical and also the psychic events that happened. Incidentally, the pain in his aspect disappeared once the session.
The session was recorded and also the following is that the unchanged transcript. This transcript appeared in emended kind within the spring 1984 issue of Psychic Guide magazine.
RAND: you're currently terribly deeply relaxed and in a very moment i'll count to three, at three you'll come back in consciousness to the first explanation for the pain that goes through your abdomen to the opposite aspect of your body, the pain that you simply have represented. you'll come back in consciousness to the first cause, you'll have vivid impressions. after I count to three you'll come back in consciousness to the first explanation for the pain that you simply recognized, you'll trust your mind fully, you'll have vivid, correct impressions of specifically what happened, of specifically what the first cause was, at three you'll come back, I - 2 - 3. What ar you alert to, what does one see?
CLIENT: I see a hot street, terribly bright sun, I see it additional out of the proper aspect of my head then the left. I see a hot street and that i can’t, I can’t feel completely in my body however it’s a street - Buckeye State I can’t see okay as a result of there's one thing in my eyes.
RAND: what's it?
CLIENT: (Crying) It’s sweat and blood, I can’t see okay, my whole being hurts.
RAND: very well, simply relax currently.
CLIENT: (Crying) i'm doing it once more for everybody, i'm making an attempt to allow it all away (Crying).
RAND: What’s happening?
CLIENT: (Crying) i'm making an attempt to save lots of everybody, i'm making an attempt to require their confusion and pain on myself. I have sex over and once more.
RAND: however does one actually need to try and do that?
CLIENT That actually may be a sensible question.
RAND: Would you prefer to ascertain this expertise from a better level with none pain?
CLIENT: Lets bear the sentiments, i need to understand that I did it as a result of it’s necessary to be done.
RAND: OK, you're receiving vivid impressions, what's happening.
CLIENT: I will hear voices, however I can’t hear what they're voice communication, all my senses ar muffled by utter exhaustion and my, there's such a lot energy running, my skin stings and there's one thing serious on my back, i'm troubled to tug it on and my whole body aches, and it's similar to being in a very ocean of energy.
RAND: What quite energy?
CLIENT: All completely different types, it’s like liquid light-weight and people business and yelling and noise and smells, it’s simply ruction. It’s very ruction. It’s terribly confused however there's one thing concerning what i'm doing that although it’s nice|an excellent|a good} struggle and great pain, it’s taking all that energy sort of a harmonizing generator and simply interesting it all and harmonizing it, however it's a terrific strain on the physical being.
RAND: And WHO is really doing this harmonizing?
CLIENT: Well, it's what i used to be told to try and do.
RAND: you're doing it?
CLIENT: Ya.
RAND: And what does one do with these energies?
CLIENT: It’s enough for them to enter my consciousness, all they need to try and do is enter my consciousness and that they ar absorbed and that they ar all pardoned and that they ar all given back. All I even have to try and do is to be responsive to those energies and though the folks that ar manufacturing them don’t are aware of it, that’s what’s happening, they only return into - i'll mention it because the middle of my head or the center of my being, as a result of the guts is very important too, it’s sort of a apparatus, it simply atomizes equally of it and turns it back to pure energy. It’s like being a apparatus, it’s like being the sun. Everything that falls into it's turned back to pure light-weight and that’s the upper finish of the drama that’s being acted out. The lower finish appears like struggle, like pain and it's to seem that method so folks have one thing to urge their rocks off on, otherwise they won’t let all the energy out and that i won’t be ready to rework it properly, thus I even have to seem as if they're very inflicting Maine huge pain as a result of what they have to try and do to urge their own pain out is to cause some other person to possess huge pain.
RAND: I see - jutting out, yes.
CLIENT: thus I play a drama on 2 levels, one is pain and also the alternative is incredibly, very cagey, being the son. I feel to a small degree freed of the physical level, it feels to a small degree lighter, see, i'm moving additional in my heart and my head and tile daylight currently, it sounds like being part born.
RAND: OK, lets move down the road and see what happens next.
CLIENT: Well, currently i'm separating from that troubled creature. i'm flying higher than him and he's still troubled and also the whole scene, however i'm flying higher than that. i'm currently AN invisible center of sunshine flying higher than the drama and it stinks - I mean it smells dangerous. All of that energy returning from all of these folks is de facto rank. which drama is acting itself out on the extent of blood, sweat, and piss and hate and pain and body odour and garlic, unwashed garments and believe it or not there ar Roman centurions around (laughing) and that they ar an unpleasant ton.
RAND: does one see any of them that stand out?
CLIENT: Ya, there's one that keeps obtaining massive. I don’t perceive him.
RAND: are you able to raise him queries and determine additional concerning him?
CLIENT: Ya, he's going tho' some changes on this, it hurts him, he's not during this wholeheartedly, he's undecided what he's doing is that the right issue. it's exhausting for him, he's caught in a very terrific struggle concerning it within. I will feel his pain and he would really like to assist. In fact, though he doesn’t are aware of it, his need to assist helps. He’s got beauty in him. he's not closed just like the remainder of them. the remainder of them ar like cardboard cutouts and that they do their issue. And he's larger, he appearance larger as a result of he's larger. He very would really like to try and do one thing to create the going of this drama flee, to resolve itself well. I will reach down and bit him and he's attending to be aware that one thing touched him. See, I simply did it currently and he has gone into, he has gone into a sort of Samadhi behind it. it's like he suddenly sees light-weight and is aware of it's simply a clear drama and he's prying it feeling OK, simply cause I touched him.
RAND: He is aware of concerning the upper levels?
Client: Ya, not consciously, however he has flipped into a form of Samadhi state. it's unbelievable to be ready to bit somebody and simply flip them into there. however it’s like he, oh, I see, however he doesn’t grasp consciously, I simply flip him into light-weight and that we can simply bear this as a result of it's simply necessary. He knows, he knows.
RAND: very well what happens next, lets move and see.
CLIENT: Ok, let me see. i'm looking at once more and if I didn’t grasp this from the Bible i might be suspicious, however someone has taken the cross, solely not only 1 person, however a full cluster, several, only 1 is additional beneath there, and my poor body is simply unsteady on, unsteady on tho' the dirt.
RAND: and that they ar carrying the cross?
CLIENT: Ya, they're dragging it on beside Maine to my right. constant aspect that the Roman troopers ar on.
RAND: and the way do they react to it.
CLIENT: Oh, they don’t care.
RAND: Ok, lets move on to ensuing necessary event.
CLIENT: Ok, well, we have a tendency to appear to be rising hill. The road is really fizzling out, it's not a road any longer. it's simply a damaged space. it's rising. it's tougher to travel up. I even have to crawl. i'm still looking at from outside my body to some extent. there's to a small degree of my essence within my body however lots of it's outside. I see him locomotion lots which is an element of the spectacle. it's sort of a massive circus. it's sort of a circus - you recognize however folks torture mice or rats and things simply to ascertain if the mouse or rat will get to the highest of hill. the opposite folks that ar additional touched ar propulsion the cross on, and also the Roman soldier is simply, he's simply fully remodeled within, he's virtually joyous concerning it. But, he's not in-tuned with the pain, it doesn’t mean something to him any longer, he's in-tuned with the sunshine. there's a corporation of individuals over to the proper, all the folks to the proper appear to be, all the sympathetic folks appear to be to be to the proper. the opposite ones to the left ar very frightened like cardboard figures. they will hardly get their rage out. That’s funny, isn’t it, they appear to possess found themselves on 2 completely different sides of the road. Anyway, there's a gaggle over to the proper that appears to possess some sensible energy, blue energy and white energy and that they ar delirious, I mean typically they grieve and typically they're simply elated. this is often a hell of a drama! It’s very lots higher than what's written.
RAND: Than the Bible?
CLIENT: Ya, it's higher than the Bible. there's additional in it. in a very method a {part of} it's very dishonorable and also the alternative part is toppingly rise, however i believe somehow that from the place we have a tendency to came into this wherever i used to be carrying the cross, the agony of it ceased to be a haul for a short while, I don’t grasp, perhaps it comes back for slightly. it's like commencing the opposite finish, it's terribly close to the discharge, cause i'm not within the body any further, it’s like all around up there.
RAND: What else does one see around you after you ar outside the body? glance through and tell what you see.
CLIENT: Well simply slightly to the perimeters and higher than ar the heavenly hosts, it's simply unbelievable numbers of angels and caring spirits - caring spirit - that’s what angels ar just in case anyone didn’t get that clear and that they kind themselves into angelic forms and also the clouds have gotten thicker and that we ar coming to some extent wherever the sunshine shined through typically and alternative times there was turbulence, see that’s that very same place. What’s happening is that the starting for a few of unpeaceful with God some additional and also the finish for others of unpeaceful with God. And it doesn’t matter that method you bear that transition place, that part cloudy turbulence. {you will|you'll|you'll be able to} bear it commencing into the sunshine otherwise you can bear it happening into storm. and a few of the folks there ar embedding themselves into the storm et al ar - hum - the picture show runs in 2 directions.
RAND: is that the Roman soldier still there?
CLIENT: Ya, he's birthing down and crying. His heart is simply toppingly captive. (crying) i'm feeling in his heart. He doesn’t grasp specifically however he is aware of he's ne'er attending to be constant. He feels as if he has been exploded from the within and it feels marvelous, however he's with great care captive he can’t do something, he's simply birthing there. I don’t grasp if anybody ever wrote concerning him. See, even for those guys this expertise isn't unmoving and it's uncommon|commonplace|common} for one or 2 of them to travel into terribly unusual states around these sorts of things and that they don’t grasp what to try and do, in order that they simply leave him birthing there. It’s a passion. It’s a passion and also the ones WHO ar the smallest amount robust or the foremost - additional evolved - fall under the eagerness and that they become liberated by it and also the others simply don’t comprehend it in order that they simply approach their business. They don’t grasp what to try and do for anyone like that and that they ar simply the machines, they're simply the fellows that do the work and their job is killing and their job is force and pushing folks around and that they have sex. It’s gotten unbelievable, the energy at the highest of hill is de facto serious. It’s sort of a terrific vertical pull of energy off the highest of hill, it’s like streams and columns and strokes of energy going straight up.
RAND: ar they completely different colors?
CLIENT: Ya, however principally they're blue grey and white, the white is incredibly bright, the blue grey is darker stuff. What it's like, i'll justify it to you. It’s as if there's a force field being got wind of between the planet and also the sky right at that place and it's like anyone WHO is that the least sensitive can feel as if their head is being force right off their body. They feel as if they're being elongated like AN Greco painting, long bodies. Long bodies touring {in a|during a|in an exceedingly|in a terribly} very virtually unreal dance. Your head is thus high higher than your feet that you simply are not any longer responsive to moving the method somebody's being typically will, and it’s like acting out the drama {in a|during a|in an exceedingly|in a terribly} completely painless and unreal house that’s very way out. If you have got ever had the sense of quickly being a lot of taller than you usually ar than you recognize that just about all the pain disappears once that happens. It’s such as you ar in-tuned with the highest and also the bottom and everything in between is simply like ribbons processing within the wind. If you mention it's as ribbons processing within the wind it's terribly lovely. The folks that can’t jettisoning to the expertise ar operating terribly exhausting to stay themselves compressed to a 5 foot height. everybody else is being force out like pasta and acting everything out with long swish fingers and long swish hands. it's a full time of 2 completely different existences and everybody’s perception registers everyone else as being traditional. it's unbelievable. See, the folks that don’t get taller still see constant folks because the same height and also the folks that do get taller still see everybody else because the same height, nonetheless there's an entire distinction in terms of the subjective place of their consciousness. they're drawn out into nice height to act out this drama, it’s very lovely - wow - it’s like we have a tendency to ar all a lot of taller.
RAND: is that this increased height inside the psychic body and may you estimate the height?
CLIENT: Ya, it's the psychic body that's extended, it goes high into the sky, past the clouds. a number of those folks there have their heads within the clouds. That’s wherever the script comes from. they only have themselves directly blocked into the place wherever the script is written and then it's easy to act it out. It’s a toppingly stretching field that has created so as that those folks, all people will bear this expertise with the data that it's not simply AN everyday event. and everybody partakes of it to their own capability. however open they're to truth God. and people WHO ar hospitable a picture or a conditional plan ar shorter, that’s all. And nobody will see that it's happening however it's happening. many levels of reality dead constant place. thus we've lots of selections concerning what level to remain with this on - see.
RAND: Well lets permit the subconscious to direct your attention to the extent that may be the foremost valuable for you to bear in mind of and lets proceed on to ensuing valuable expertise.
CLIENT: Ok, ye, see, we've come} basic to the blood and also the hands - ought to come back to the blood and also the hands - Buckeye State that’s advanced. The nails still hurt a great deal, the bone within the middle of the proper hand is broken, the left.
RAND: however did that happen?
CLIENT: The nail, it went all through the bone. the opposite hand, it went through between the bones of the center finger and also the third finger so didn’t hurt a lot of in the least, it etches. however the necessary issue is that the blood. it's necessary as a result of it's toppingly spectacular to the folks that ar looking at. to ascertain blood commencing of the body. it's very deep, it's very exhausting to speak concerning it. Red is that the color of their anger. It’s like they will very see the colour of their anger and it's surprising to them. it's very surprising to them. over the feet is that the hands as a result of I reached out and touched with the hands. And currently they see one thing fully else happening and it’s breaking lots of hearts lots of the folks that thought they may bear this with their hearts closed ar falling down and sob. it's simply broken all through their hearts to ascertain that. Not everybody, however lots ar being (sobbing) very torn asunder in their insides. As they fall I tell them it’s ok, it’s ok. They fall on their knees and that they sink and that they pray. a number of them simply fall and swoon - they only faint. This drama comes in waves.
RAND: What quite waves.
CLIENT: Waves of intensity of passion. It’s like once the nails move into the hands and that i assume the cross goes up, it’s a brand new wave of intensity and keenness and additional folks fall and provides up their pain and provides up their hate and their hearts ar torn right open. they need to travel through lots to measure thereupon, it’s not essentially permanent, however it puts them in a very completely different place evidently. The blood within the hands is incredibly necessary. folks bit it, they are available up and bit the blood within the hands. I can’t tell if the cross is up nonetheless or not. there's such a lot passion and energy concerned during this scene that it's dangerous to inform what a part of the progress of the issue you're very in as a result of consciousness is thus, one thing happens to consciousness here, it becomes thus fluid that you simply will return and forth between elements of the expertise and it's forever currently. thus folks have seen the blood once the cross was up and nonetheless they will return to once the cross was down and bit the blood. There ar even some folks once the cross is up that are attempting - affirmative, there some folks that are attempting to drink it! they are available beneath the cross with their mouths open and take a look at to drink it. they're in a very real fury, virtually inhumane. this is often slightly completely different from those people see. Touching it with respect or drinking it in a very fury. There ar folks that do that. they're very in agonies.
RAND: thus folks ar going into ecstasy et al ar -
CLIENT: Ya, there's very no dividing lines, you see. Some folks ar in ecstasy, hearts gap, some folks ar crying, some folks feeling cursed, some folks in frenzies, some folks in diversion ecstasies, it's very a time. all types of enraptured behavior. All the method right down to folks that ar style of like rocks or stones, WHO ar the Romans and a few of the opposite folks that ar terribly expeditiously remaining closed to that like toads, not a lot of moves them. though it's to a small degree freaky, if you investigate those folks as I will see into them, see, they're to a small degree freaked doing what they're doing and that they would really like to urge the hell out of there as quick as they may, solely they grasp the drama is simply to a small degree too massive to go away right at the instant cause they need to ascertain that it's finished, otherwise they'll be, they'll have powerful times once they retreat to, in order that they have nonetheless to remain. solely it’s over their frail very little consciousnesses will handle terribly simply. They don’t adore it. it's serious, anyway it’s cooling down currently. It’s like there ar 2 others, really, what do those signify. there's some reason that there ar 2 others there.
RAND: however ar they positioned?
CLIENT: To the perimeters, one to either aspect, slightly rounded.
RAND: Were they already there?
CLIENT: i believed they were there once mine went up. Ya, I had the sensation they were up there before I got there. and that they ar similar to. Oh, they're the rule and principle of my lower being. If you went down from the sunshine wherever I may be to the body you're still within the body, the one body, however to travel below that then you get right down to the 2 thieves, and also the reason that there ar 2 thieves is that at lower levels it's as if the rule and principle steal from one another, solely they don’t. You see, that’s the illusion. That’s why there ar thieves is as a result of within the misunderstanding of the negative and positive, we expect that they're stealing from one another solely they're not and then at the lower finish of the drama, it’s vie out terribly in truth. this is often what it's like and it’s only you get to the one at the middle that you simply grasp what it's like. Those guys represent the thieving aspects of negative and positive as seen from below, however once seen from higher than they solely become 2 aspects of the one. That’s why my cross may be a bit higher. I suddenly feel quite wasted.
RAND: quite what?
CLIENT: Wasted. Ah, let Maine put up that for a second. The energy is running out of my body. it's failing, see it can’t endure like this for long. Oh, I even have to allow it up for a short while. I don’t mean we've to prevent the session. I mean something’s happening wherever I even have to leave of that body and shed it for a short while. I even have to try and do that otherwise i'll lose my perspective and it's important on behalf of me to stay my perspective.
RAND: ar you talking concerning a part of the drama?
CLIENT: Ya, this is often the instant at that, HA the folks below hear Maine say “Father, why have you ever deserted Maine” and also the folks that ar on my level hear me say “Into thy hands I commit myself” and that’s wherever he elements. I begin to come back free and that i float up out of that and that i am simply just about solely a collection of chakras and a body that's simply printed in light-weight, the legs ar still to a small degree serious, and also the back.
RAND: And what's happening around you?
CLIENT: (crying) The angels {are|ar|area unit|square Maineasure} reaching on behalf of me and carrying me up. Such love (crying). i'm being carried up to the sunshine (crying). it's simply to a small degree skinny string happening my back connecting Maine thereupon body and that i am poised in static house within the middle of the air not rising and not happening and zilch is moving. there's no movement. it's just like the universe has come back to AN absolute standstill.
RAND: You mean from AN energy standpoint?
CLIENT: Ya, sort of a still image. i'm up higher than the body, to a small degree connected to that through very cheap of the spine, however i'm method higher than it. The angels {are|ar|area unit|square Maineasure} still holding me. God remains up there because the light-weight, most are down below, the clouds ar still there, it’s dark and zilch is moving. That’s stunning.
RAND: will that last for a few time?
CLIENT: It lasts till everybody gets it clear in themselves what ensuing step is. we have a tendency to didn’t grasp that did we have a tendency to. we have a tendency to didn’t grasp that the universe might stop till the set up was disseminated. See, that’s it, the sunshine is scattering the knowledge of the set up. It’s not moving energy like we expect of it. It’s similar to everything needs to decide what direction to travel in and it all stops till that call totally seeps through and that’s the incorrect word as a result of it implies motion, till the total of the consciousness is saturated with the data. currently one thing is moving within. Oh, Oh, i'm commencing of that, oh, OOOMMMMMM. The M on the tip of the OM is that the physical level, we have a tendency to ar down toward that. It’s the O, the enraptured O that we have a tendency to ar entering into here. the foremost healing sound is O. The additional you say O the nearer you get to the sunshine. it's the elevator. That’s however the elevator works. O - O - O - O is that the sound of respect, of assimilation, of ecstasy, of light, of taking in of God, of moving toward God. O, it’s the sound of being really affected. If there's something that’s spectacular it’s GOD. after you say O it means that you have got really accepted the impression. O, and you progress higher. O, and after you get higher, after you meet up with to the sunshine, that’s all you hear. there's a full realm, a full dimension, no, a full depth round the light-weight that's solely O. solely it’s being sung, it’s the heavenly choir, O - O - O - O - O . . . . . . it’s lovely as a result of the total drama back there's going off my back, it’s sort of a stamp back there, O - O - O - O. It’s not a sin to be alive within the body, however on the far side a precise purpose it's attending to hurt. O - O - O - O.... we have a tendency to keep seeing however well we are able to harmonize very cheap level with the very best, however harmony forever implies tension. O - O - O - O .... . You see, i'm being caressed from my head down currently. It’s operating it’s method down my head, down my neck and down my shoulders. within the Psalms wherever it says “my cup runnith over”, “thou anointest my head with oil” isn't a true sensible image, however it's the proper one. The cup running over is that the prime, it’s the abundance of the Spirit and it goes down from the highest and runs down the total outside of you and also the whole within you, and also the thanks to activate the faucet is zero. ar you doing ok?
RAND: i'm fine, we've many time.
CLIENT: i like you Bill, i like you Bill.
RAND: Yes, I feel your love.
CLIENT: I simply wish you to understand that. O - O - O - O - O - O .... . anyway, what i'm being told is that harmony is moving toward the sunshine and dissonance is moving aloof from the sunshine, however that as long as there's movement there'll be harmony and dissonance and that’s wherever we have a tendency to get our pain, however you already grasp that stuff, thus that’s not terribly strange, however the Mainessage i'm obtaining from the sunshine that is at the highest of me and oozy down everywhere the skin and also the within is that that’s the total shot. The additional dense you wish things to become the additional you invest in dissonance and also the additional rarified and fine you wish things to become the additional you invest in straightforward harmony. That’s why the music of the new age goes back to straightforward harmonies. it's a statement and a revisitation by this level. O - O - O - O - O .... currently I even have one thing to grasp concerning the remainder of this. one thing is telling Maine what we've to try and do concerning the remainder of this. Cause the play isn't over nonetheless, thus i'll be with this for a second and see if I will get the picture as a result of we have a tendency to still ought to get to the liliaceous plant. The liliaceous plant we've to urge to. The liliaceous plant that grows within all people is that the lily and that’s no accident. The liliaceous plant is symbolic, for a few reason, of death and conjointly of rebirth Its bulb remains in several layers, it fare dung and transforms it into a pristine white flower. And it will it over and over and once more. The image of the numerous layers of a consciousness of a being and also the symbolism of the perennial birth and death and birth and death of the flower, however the continual lifetime of the bulb is what that’s all concerning. All flowers and every one plants that grow from a bulb ar very holy. Garlic, onions, chives, daffodils. All have a deep mystical quality the maximum amount as potential as a result of they reinstate the reality of our own being. Isn’t that stunning. Ok, currently we all know what has to be explicit then. All we've to try and do is fill within the remainder of the drama. Ok, i'm returning down see. i'm coming down as a result of the remainder of it. The morbidity needs to be older. it's why in paintings of the crucifixion, later the body is dark-green white, is thanks to the morbidity, however we have a tendency to can’t avoid that. Ok, thus what we have a tendency to do is we have a tendency to ar voice communication alright to the daddy into the very pathetic, there's a word, a word that I can’t get which suggests - weight, a word which suggests overwhelmed and destroyed and what's the word Bill, once a face is thus smashed that you simply can’t see it any longer and can’t build it out.
RAND: Disfigured?
CLIENT: virtually like that except once they say they found the body thusmewhere and it had been so one thing that we have a tendency to couldn’t determine it. Anyway we have a tendency to have gotten off the sensation there. Let Maine return currently, I came out of that house ok. Well it’s very failing, it cannot endure supporting itself together living organism. It’s applicable and that i see that i want to seem out around currently at what’s happening. folks have fallen asleep and ar dreaming unbelievable dreams all around. virtually everybody has fallen asleep. it had been such a lot that they need all fallen asleep.
RAND: Is it night time?
CLIENT: No, however it’s dark, it’s not already dark, however it’s as if everybody has been affected into a deep deep sleep and that they have all fallen down and that they ar simply birthing there all told sorts of positions.
RAND: ar the troopers there too?
CLIENT: Ya, everyone, all asleep. That’s funny as a result of they're suppose to be gambling for my garments or one thing however they're not. they're all asleep. Some ar sleeping on a number of my stuff, however they're all asleep and that’s the proper one. Later they fight over things, however I don’t assume they gamble. Anyway, ok, now, see what i'm doing is i'm during this body, however i'm swollen on the far side it and that i got to keep track of what’s happening within the drama cause I even have to act the remainder of it out. All right, thus it's dark-green being during this body, it sounds like corruption, however it’s very well. Ok, lets see, we have a tendency to ar approaching one thing concerning. Ya, there ar folks that ar awakening and locomotion away. they're not walking they're locomotion away. this is often thus serious for them that they get down hill somehow. a number of them ar physiological reaction, some ar crying, some ar terribly frightened. they're all delirious in one sense or another. however a number of them ar returning awake and there's one thing that spear. are you able to facilitate Maine get a clean image of what happens thereupon spear, as a result of i'm to a small degree uninterested in it cause it’s the tip.
RAND: Sure, just relax, and let go. permit yourself to travel deeper and deeper and deeper. simply relax and permit yourself to travel deeper and deeper and deeper into relaxation and peace. terribly deeply relaxed in each method. you're terribly deeply relaxed. in a very moment i'll count {to three|to three} and at 3 you'll have correct vivid representational process concerning what happened with the spear, you'll perceive what it means that and your data and impressions are going to be correct. At three you'll have correct, vivid impressions concerning what happened with the spear and that they can simply inherit your mind with none issue. they'll simply inherit your mind as a result of you're thus deeply relaxed. 1, 2, 3. permit the impressions to flow into your mind. What happened?
CLIENT: Ah, it’s in there, ah, mercy, ah, ah, oh, it’s over that tho'. It gets captive around. The soldier on the opposite finish desires it over. He moves it around and in there, ah, ah, ah.
RAND: What happened?
CLIENT: It’s withdrawn and there's blood, ah, ah.
RAND: what's that each one about?
CLIENT: It’s death, is death (sigh).
RAND: Did you die at that time?
CLIENT: i'm dying, it’s not fast. Death isn't fast. It’s terribly clear, death isn't fast. there's energy oozy out from everywhere the place, it simply gets hobbler and hobbler. i'm staying with the flesh currently. i'm not notably involved concerning what happens with the spirit at the instant. Death isn't instant. i'm looking at the integrity of the flesh spinning down and down and every one the tiny cells and organisms reclaiming their own freelance identities and getting down to burst in their own directions. Some will live while not the network of the total body and a few can’t live while not the network of the total body. the larger additional liquid cells can’t. they'll begin to perforate, the liquids can run out, they'll not operate as cells any longer. Those things nearer to viruses can still live. they will reassume their own individual identities while not the physical network, and then where the body reposes they will simply fall back to the planet. Oh, that’s a part of what creation is concerning. It’s the way of reducing fate, by going away fewer cells and things around that have any memory of getting been within the body. It releases the soul quicker. As long as those viruses and proteins and cells have memory of getting been within the body, then there's still a number of the essence still living around them that cares for them and loves them. That’s another vehicle for fate. If at some later time they uprise through the organic phenomenon and become a part of another body then to a small degree little bit of the fate of the opposite body comes in. so may be a whole alternative level to fate. it's organic chemistry and it’s real, it’s terribly real. It’s rather more diffuse then what we expect of as fate. it's rather more difficult and long lasting than what we expect of as fate, however it’s there, it’s simply another level. thus anyway what i used to be experiencing was the discharge of these elements of the body that require the network of the opposite elements of the body to survive. Those elements decompose and become pure chemical once more. currently then happens. Lets see currently, there's a matter here. The question here. Wait, let Maine try and get this cause we have a tendency to ar getting into a awfully pastoral place. It’s a awfully lovely soft place. several levels may be seen here, let Maine tune into the sunshine and see what i buy concerning what we must always bear, O - O - O - O - O. it's like 2 things. One being on a religious level, the transformation to turning into the liliaceous plant ANd on the physical level an solely partial understanding concerning what to try and do with the body. On one level they grasp that the Divine level will do something with the body, however they're not aware that in order that they place it in a very book. The issue that causes them to place spices and also the embalming in is that the foggy recognition of the concept that the body is also used additional, however the explanation they place it within the ground is that the opposite a part of them being animal feels that that’s wherever it's ought to return to. in order that they leave each potentialities open. That’s the issue. {the completely different|the various} layers of the mind understand different desires in order that they do the issue with it that produces the conclusion of each potentialities potential. therefore the liliaceous plant lives within the dark, its life is within the dark as a result of the bulb is within the dark. Well super energy becomes endowed in this body as a result of the ultimate stroke of the drama is revitalisation. There ar 2 probable directions for this, i believe it went each ways in which. One is that the body was purloined and done away with which that that I wont to ensure my continuing existence isn't very the body however a picture of it that I manufacture. the opposite is that the revitalisation of the flesh and victimization that for a short while because the transformation image and also the organic process of all of it back to spirit. Lets see the hand path implies that the body is alienated and reburied. the proper hand path implies that it's revivified. That’s why the left aspect of the body is dark and also the right light-weight. The left aspect is earthy and also the right aspect is mental, God that’s a quandary, perhaps it’s AN existential quandary, which might I do, am i able to do both? O - O - O - O - O......Ya, oh, I see, ye, each may be done. The redemption of the flesh and also the transformation into spirit and also the redemption of the total earth and also the body that gets buried within the earth and also the whole what we have a tendency to decision reality plane and also the transformation of that back to spirit is essentially constant issue. If you're along, if you're very in your center, then you just redeem the total plane. What it says concerning this expertise is that the image of Christ tries to redeem the total plane, however doesn't redeem the total plane nonetheless. That’s why 2 completely different, 2 completely different ways ar taken. It’s forever necessary as long as we wish to take care of this level of existence and this universe to require 2 completely different ways and to not be ready to see however they each may be taken. we have a tendency to forever do this and that’s however we have a tendency to torture ourselves. call is that the drawback and really there isn’t needing to come to a decision, however call is one among the most pilfers on that this universe rests, the choice either - or, the polar universe. so as to play during this universe, God says i'll play with call, and there by generates everything, solely it's the maximum amount of AN illusion as everything else. thus that’s ok. I’ve ought to fathom what to try and do concerning this for my life. That’s wherever we've come back to, the crux currently. I’ve ought to determine what to try and do concerning this. i might like somehow to resolve this so I (client) will have some peace and fewer pain and be additional hospitable the daddy and be additional hospitable all the energies and to jettisoning and simply stop fighting it. i want to understand wherever to be in myself to jettisoning of the pain. the way to pray. i'm wondering if that’s ever potential.
RAND: Would you prefer Maine to guide you into that?
CLIENT: positive if you'll be able to get a perspective on that.
RAND: very well, simply relax and jettisoning fully, simply jettisoning fully and go deeper and deeper etc. (moves subject into Higher Self level) - an entire understanding can come back to you currently concerning the non-public which means of those experiences.
CLIENT: It’s attending to take a second to urge this.
RAND: Ok
CLIENT: He has to rest to a small degree peacefully as a result of he has unbroken himself active at a excitement within the quest of the daddy. There has been lots of pain and tension as a result of he doesn’t perceive and has been terribly suspicious of wrong ways.
RAND: however will that result him.
CLIENT: He doesn’t wish to try and do it through anyone else’s expertise. however is additionally scared of doing it through his own expertise, this creates tension. i want to simply accept it all and grasp that it's all my expertise. Everything that comes my method is my expertise. i want to simply accept that. ungenerous folks ar exhausting on behalf of me to simply accept. maybe I can’t settle for my very own stinginess. i'm to a small degree freaked by my very own stinginess. i'm afraid i'll fold, however fighting it causes Maine to shut down additional.
RAND: wherever will stinginess come back from?
CLIENT: several levels. it's the plan to absorb into ourselves individual things instead of acceptive everything. once this doesn’t work we have a tendency to attempt tougher and tougher and that’s what we have a tendency to decision stinginess. That that we've and hold is ours which that we have a tendency to don’t have and hold is additionally ours - if we have a tendency to settle for this concept then we'll not be ungenerous.
RAND: what's the foremost valuable lesson you received from experiencing the Crucifixion of Christ?
CLIENT: To become alert to the numerous, several levels of existence and the way those levels act in enjoying out drama in life. however all drama is de facto constant. however i'm a part of all of these levels. Nothing is ever lost. Everything is gained for the enrichment of the daddy, the Light. each the courier, the message and also the receiver ar constant. it's the dance.
RAND: What alternative valuable lessons ar there?
CLIENT: Others will tune into this Christ expertise. it's not exclusive to Christ. it's potential that anyone and everybody might have this expertise if they will hospitable it. on behalf of me it's to simply accept the fullness of my very own being instead of live to tell the tale the sting of a disclaimer. Stop voice communication this might be true, however we might rather not settle for it cause we have a tendency to don’t wish to create anyone else feel that they're get into the cold. we've ought to be ready to permit the God Self inside to mention it doesn’t matter, it’s simply true, shine the sunshine, it's simply true, we are God.
RAND: Would you prefer to come back back now?
CLIENT: i believe thus. I feel that has very been enough.
RAND: (Slowly brings him back to modern world and awakens him)
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